SSA

im sad to say that history has repeated itself and i may be due for surgery for the second time in one year.

FUCKING ASS

that last sentence wasnt a statement. Its a fact .

now..ouch ouch and ouch.
i cant walk without saying ow i cant do anything FUN

>( i will fill you in with more deeets and also add pics to my previous post as soon as i come home (maybe next week) hahah.

ooh baby

What am I looking forward to after i walk out of that freezer we call "the hall" on the 8th of December at 3.30pm?

:)

1. Sushi with them girls
2. Sofia's Dj comp at Quatro KL (what a way to celebrate!)
3. SLEEPOVER
4. Aarons Old Shanghai themed party
5. Prooooom! - im only attenting one this year. im broke baby.
6. Road Trip
   
7. dotsy dotsy dot ;)
8. Several surprise parties
   

My mum offered me a room at Hilton KL and also dinner for 15 of my friends but as happy as i was to be able to stay there again (its my fave hotel in kl f.y.i ;) ) i still felt pretty sad thinking about the last time i stayed there with Shira and the little girls .
:( if not for shira studying in NZ i would've already made my decision of whom to bring in a split second.

i think ill save the room for something else .
seeing that we've all already made plans

& for those of you who are wondering...
Shira's my not so identical anymore twin (;
HAHA

Its pretty sad thinking about the prospect of not being a high school student..
After Tuesday my school uniform isnt going to be of any use. Im never going to frantically look for my tie every monday morning. Im never going to have to slip into my hideous black leather shoes. No more ponytails && what was once familliar faces I saw 5 days a week are now going to be faces i will miss .


;(

i definately wish i spent more time talking to people i dont usually hang with.
Trust me, i have a looong list of names of people i think are interesting and fun to talk to .

im cool like that LA okay

OH ! one thing i certainly wont miss is white coloured bra's

HO-RAH ! I dont have to wear boring coloured bra's ever
white's the ONLY colour i've been wearing for the past 5 years. so.
:D



-- this post will be edited sometime tonight .

ooh presents

woah my mum just gave me a LOAD of benefit products

And and a benefit make up case
and a LeSportsac glasses case
and a tiny kinder bueno bar
and brand new prom shoes


for NO reason at all...
DAMN

she must think i have shiteous hair
and she probably feels sorry for me
haha!
UGH you can read about my hair in the previous post..or the one before that i cant remember.
btw ive been massaging olive oil masks and a load of products in my hair for the past few days in hopes of it growing faster . Oh well . :(

thanks mom?

I think i LIKED you

..

CAN SOMEBODY SAY CHEESE-AY!

sorry.. this song, i love.
i love, this song.

I dont know about you but whenever i listen to music i first pay attention to it's lyrics, then it's beats if any. It's just that lyrics hold alot of meaning you know?
Exp : "i like big butts and i cannot lie" ; That dude clearly loves his bootay.
another song i LOVE is lost by coldplay
lyrics= the shezabooommb !

Pretend- LIGHTS

Once in awhile I act like a child to feel like a kid again
It gets like a prison in the body Im living in
Cause everyones watching and quick to start talking, Im losing my innocence
Wish I were a little girl without the weight of the world


It would be nice to start over again
Before we were men
Id give, Id bend, lets play pretend

Remember the times we had soda for wine
(this part made me laugh; my brother and cousin used to think they were teens bcos they got to drink coke.they were 5y/o PSSSHT.)
And we got by on gratitude
The worst they could do to you was check your attitude
Yeah when fights were for fun, we had water in guns,
And a place we could call our own
How we lost hold of home I guess Ill never know


And when its the end,
Our lives will make sense
Well love, well bend, lets play pretend

Its not going to be long before were all gone with nothing to show for them
Stop taking lives, come on lets all grow up again

Hair-atus

Yesterday i went ahead and got my hair trimmed.
After all, prom is in about 2/3 weeks so i figured if i trim my hair now it would look alright by prom.

"Relayer my hair..no new layers! Just trim my old ones. I dont want it too short, trim off about a centimeter . My hair is pretty flat now and i want my volume back"

I gave the hairdresser CLEAR instructions. I refuse to call her my hairdresser because she destroyed my crowning glory.

SOB




sob.



sob.



snip . snip . snip.

i wasn't paying attention to her, i was too busy reading Vogue.

There was this one instance where i looked up at the lady who was sweeping my snipped hair into her ...sweeping...bin??

and DAMN


bugger cut enough hair to produce wigs.
(note : wig'S. PLURAL.)

i was about to screeaaaam.but i didnt say anything. I thought she knew what she was doing, so i waited anxiously for her to stop, afterall she was the one holding scissors about an inch from my head.

haha?

she cut my hair from its roots. Its ROOTS.
i said CUT 1 centimeter, i didnt say LEAVE 1 centimeter.
HOLY MOTHER OF MERCY.

My once thick , luscious , long locks
(yes, i am exagerating. my blog i can say whatever i want!)

has been morphed into thin , sharp, porcupine hair.
Its poofy on the top and frikkin THIN at the bottom.


ew.

Prom .
2/3 weeks.

Oh boy.

My family members wouldnt stop calling me japanese
Im fine having jap blood but im not okay having jap HAIR.

no offense. i look lala.

i look like a scene wannabe


i look horrible.

My dad even commented that as i was approaching his car, he thought i was a random sesat japanese girl . Thanks dad, thanks.

Maybe i should go ahead and get a tattoo on my face and multiple face piercings.
SINCE I LOOK LIKE TRASH, MIGHT AS WELL EMBRACE IT.

In the midst of SPM

.....i blog.